You took my heart to the limit, and this is where I'll stay-

Okay, I am really boring at home so I decided to re-update my blog. Omg :S I really have nothing to do, watched all the movies, read all the books and cleaned up my room(which I was planning on doing it after the whole spm!). I AM SO BORING somebody get me out of this house please! Oh well, you won't be able to because my mum won't let me go anywhere at all! :(

So I decided to post up a few(three only,actually) favourite pics I found @ Tumblr :) I am really a huge fan of floral and birds, not the alive ones but their print! I think I am actually quite girly ;) I really love floral so much although most of my friends think that it is very old-fashioned. I always have a thing with ancient things, like old photographs, old furniture. Furthermore,vintage is so on during these few years right?

When I move out next year, I am gonna decorate the whole room with floral-printed stuff :) Most of my favourite bloggers have wonderful houses and rooms! I am so regret that I painted my room yellow and orange this year. Yeah the combination is really odd and mg, I actually thought it was very cool! == And now my room looks like a kindergarden :( That's why I hardly take a picture of my room this year lah.

Okay, enough of my craps.Picture time :)


Aren't they wonderful? I love the last one so much that I wanted to print it out and paste it on my door. But my printer is a B&W printer so bullocks :( Anyone can help me?

Can you meet me halfway, right at the borderline-

I wish to...
-Buy a Macbook Pro, a Canon G11, an Ipod nano and a Nokia E71.
-Go shopping at KLCC, Pavillion, Bangsae, 1utama and Midvalley.
-Straighten my hair, dye some color maybe, do my french manicure.
-Find out a perfect skin care product for myself, Tabo,TBS or what?
-Get a hundred floral dresses, lots of cardigans and shoes and bags.
-find out some cash under my bed.like 500 hundred bucks rolling together.
-Go to Greece now. Fall in love with someone there.
-Tell my parents that I love the both of them so much.
-Give my grandma a hug.(She passed away for years and I still miss her)
-Read a book. Any book.

I am switching to Tumblr, not now though. Next year maybe. I am kinda addicted to Tumblr! Sorry blogspot :P I really think that I should stop typing too much @ internet so yea. I have got used to do the dairy thing at blogspot for too long, I don't think it is good. Time to buy myself a real dairy book. Anyone out there knows any shop selling vintage dairy books?

Aww, my dog just came to lick my finger. :P He is getting older and older.

I was sick and I am still quite unwell-

Hello everyone *yawn* Yeah I went into the hosipital again at Friday night because my head was breaking out.I had more than 10 injections and 12 packs of Sodium Chloride and more than 30 pills. Geez that sucks. Anyway I am home now,safe and sound! But I still have to consume quite a lot of madicines...which is so bad.
I can't make it to the class trip anymore. :( My parents fiercely disallow me to do any outdoor activities outta their eyes. My Bangkok trip with my sis at New year might get blow off too. Sighs. Illness can really kill,huh?
I've lost another 3kg, no doubt! What I had for breakfast in these few days were 2 plain bread and a cup of milo, porridge for lunch and dinner :( Once is enough, I don't want to get into this kind of situation anymore!

It feels like living in jail when I was there. Especially with the sodium chloride hanging around, I can barely move because if I do, the needle might hurt my bloodstream! I have to sleep striaght(I usually curl myself up) so that I won't touch the needle accidentaly. The nurses there were very friendly,though. Especially a chinese nurse who name CheeChing, she was very kind to me! :)
Oh, I would like to thanks those who came to visit me(only a few,haha)and brought me magazines, you guys are smart lah! :P In case if you are wondering, I am kinda allergic to real flower so it would really be very irritating if you buy me one.
I also tried to study eco a lil at the hospital. I only managed to went through f4 so far. The words get blur sometimes, perhaps the side effects of the medicines? Cuz usually people doze off after consuming medicine but I don't.

Haha yeah, the red part is my very own blood! According to the nurses, my bloodstream gets back-flow(something like that) when they are rejecting the sodium chloride. It was pretty scary! I thought something was wrong!

Anyway, Spm is coming to an end. I had a unlucky one,huh?
Oh and, I am thinking about switching from blogspot to tumblr...Hmm...

PS:big thanks to my sister who took care and over nite with me.thank you so muchie B)

It's a damn cold night-

Hi everyone.I was admitted to a hospital yesterday. Low blood pressure and super uncomfortable at the stomach. I am home now anyway, will go back to hospital tmr to get another round of blood test. Hopefully it is not Dengue fever or anything too serious or else I will have to take eco test @ the hospital omg.
Um.Thank you for the lovely comments towards my previous posts especially those who from Nottingham.Appreciate it, will contact you guys after I recovered :) Thank you for your concern.
My stomach is still uncomfortable now IDK why :( I had more than 3 injections in these two days which was crazy because I have never been doing anything like this before, not to mention that it was my very first time admitted to a hospital in almost 13 years gosh :(
I cried a lot. What a coward. My mum's not around, she went to Johor and my father was busy at his work, seeing him rush here and there was breaking my heart. Even the nurse who comforted me made me wanna cry. People tend to get really weak when they are sick, right? For the first time of my life, I don't even care about any other things anymore, I just want to own a healthy body and a healthy life. Screw SPM, screw my well-planned(or not) future. I will relax myself, do what I want, eat what I should be eating.I won't skip lunch and dinner anymore,I promise. And um..Sorry,jason. :(
Sorry if I made you worry.
Sorry if I didn't control my emotions.
thank you for everything.

I will update as soon as possible.

We were always meant to say goodbye-

I know I suck.I have been updating my blog really regularly. And just so you know I have watched a lot of movies lately. Yeah my life during SPM seems to be too idle I know. I can't help it. December is coming which means 2009 is coming to an end omg time flies.
I can be really insane when I tend to do something. I searched over google to peak over some Nottingham and Monash websites and their students' blogs(wth,I know) and geez.Dilemma now.

First of all, both Nottingham and Monash are well-known as a good business school. And they both have some really nice buildings! :P Oh did I mention that both of them are hella expensive that more wrinkles are building their estate at my dad's face?lol what am I talking about?


Nottingham is beautiful.I can imagine how tranquil it could be. The birds chirping around and the trees sway to the wind... Definitely a good place to study. But it is so far away from the town :( I won't be able to go shopping anytime I like. I can't promise my friends any last-minute outings. And to be honest, I am worry that the way I plan to dress to school(yes,I think that much) will freak some of them out. Geez I don't mean that they look unfashionable or anything(also not saying that I am fashionable lah omg), I have never been there yet so I know nothing about them. But after browsing some of their students' blogs, I find them more..sentimental? Not exactly sentimental but you know..not materialistic. They(looks like as if they) don't care if you are pairing a neon yellow tee with a neon red tights.IDK. I really wish to meet some new friends there and I really don't wanna end up having zero friends who have nothing in common with me :( Shopping is going to be a big problem,okay, the biggest problem! From what I have heard, I need to drive at least 1hour45minutes to reach my dear KLCC from Semenyih which is going to kill me as I can go there within 30 minutes normally..from my house. Argh.
But then, the first reason came up to my mind that made me want to study @ Nottingham was that Nottingham campus is far away from town(see?dilemma!), I always wanted to explore how does it looks like when you are not living in town, no monorail, no traffic jam, no noise(i guess?) and..geez no shopping malls :( IDK! And I actually want to meet people who are totally different, who don't give a damn on what you wear and what bags you own, who care and really care about you and so on. See what I mean? All things have their own bad and good side, I know. Thats why the dilemma la omg!


On the other hand, Monash seems to be a better choice for people like me,huh? It is located at around Sunway which is really convenient when I need new clothes. My friends who study at Monash seem to be enjoying their life very much,too. Oh before that I must let you know(just in case), I am not a clubbing-kaki FGS. I don't understand why people tend to assumed me as one! Okay lets come back first. What I wanted to say is, it is way easier to make friends at Monash(I think?) because we are KL people, we know how life is at KL(wah I sound damn perasan) and it is easier to get a job at KL right Tina?haha! I don't think that you will have any jobs offering at Semenyih!Okay I am making Monash a better choice. Now I will show you why I couldn't jump in immediately. Being a Monasher is expensive. You know why right, most of them are richies and I am not. You want to be their friends? You gotta have class. They club, they shop, they take jogoya as a normal lunch yada yada. See what I mean? Furthermore, Sunway is not somewhere I can reach within 30 minutes, but it seems to be not-so-convenient if I move out,either. So yeah,

You tell me what to do lah wtf, I damn fan kay?! Don't tell me that it is still early and all, it is not, It is not! :( Are you a Nottinghamer(haha it sounds odd) or Monasher? Can you please tell me what do you think about your college? Please?

And somebody make me study,please x2?

PS:I have NO OFFENCE on giving my point of view towards the students from both Nottingham and Monash. Just some thoughts!

So, here we are again-

I don't have double chin stop looking ;)
AH When will SPM end? (3 Weeks to go, I am couting it everyday) It is true that when it gets start, it will soon end(quote Huili) So I better list down what am I going to be after SPM or else I might just live in vain for 4 months before college! Oh I almost forgot to tell you that I am moving out next year( not 100% confirm yet but most likely to) because the distance between where and I stay and Nottingham campus is simply ricdiculous. I have never been living alone, wonder how does it look like? Who is gonna cook for me? Do I still get to watch tv? Since none of my friends is going there, am I gonna live alone in a tiny room with nothing but a smelly bed and small table? OMG. That sounds crazy!
Anyone heading Nottingham campus looking for a room mate? I am good in doing housechore, I can drive and I have a car... Oh well, too early to worry about all these huh?

Moving on. As you can see in the picture, my hair is getting longer! :D After having short hair for almost 13years, Imma gonna have long hair :) I can't wait to see how it is gonna look like! Should I dye my hair? I definitely love natural dark brown hair color but I like the deep black color I naturally own now. Well, we'll see aite :)

4 papers left. Everyone's anxious/exciting/still worry! Haha.
Things that I am looking forward after Ze SPM:
-Class trip!
I am so looking forward to this! This will be the first and maybe the last time we spend time having fun together :( I am so gonna miss every single of them. Love you 5 A XIAO!

-Jobs (winks to Tina)
Jobs jobs jobs! I don't mind jumping around in a lion or penguin custom, or standing all day long to give out flyers and sell this and that,I can work @ X'mas, new year eve and all the celebration days..Pls gimme all the jobs! :P

-SHOPPING!!!!
Oh I don't think I can shop much since I am saving up for so many gadgets such as camera, mp3/ipod, macbook and so on. Oh yeah I am a gadget craze who can hardly affort any :( But then I still need to shop for college clothes right? And shoes and bags of course :P

Gotta run. :)

如果没有你 没有过去-

我在想.如果不是那可怕的距离.我们会怎样.
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梦无界. 不需要我夸张的叙述. 你知道的. 你知道. 他们总是很可怕的.