Hello. Surprise?
Wore a Zara organic tee, Nike pants, socks from Japan(souvenir from an uncle).
Acting insane in the middle of one night, after studying for hours, I think.
I sort of want to stop everything right now. IDK why.
I am aiming lower.Haha, After seeing all those real hardworking students around me. Those who told me that most of the gourvement school students do not study, You guys are/were blind.== Qidong,Jayjay and I was, literally the only 3 CH students in Perpustakaan Kuala Lumpur in the past few days.MG,I know.I went there for days. Because since "people" complained that I made noise at book cafe.No choice. No I am not complaining about being complained by the others because yes,I did made some noise, just wished that they could have something calls guts to come to me and tell me about it instead of saying things behind my back.Anyway,Buibui missed me.Haha!
About the "Aiming lower" thing.Yeah I am quite serious about it. I have enough, I can't carry all these pressures with me everyday. I will eventually break down and forget everything.It is not like I am going to stop studying at all, but just to relax and maybe slow down a little. My daily routine in last week was: wake up, breakfast, study, tuition/lunch, home, shower, online(haha!), study, sleep.
No, I can't take this anymore. What is the point if I am not happy with it? I don't care how important a straight As SPM certificate is anymore. Furthermore, never think that I can score straight As anyway.Lol.
I WILL work on English, Science, Economy, Book-keeping, Maths and Chinese.
I will TRY TO work on malay and sejarah. But I am not going to pull myself onto anything I am not comfortable with.
And that including you
I was kind of glad that we almost had a fight. But too bad it was just an almost.
Hehe.
Oh, And I bet you are not even surprise that I have updated and broke my own promise, again. :P


